You Can Live From Here Now
There comes a moment when the soul realises it is no longer passing through something. Not a breakthrough to maintain. Not a fragile state to protect. But a place that can be inhabited. Quietly. Naturally. Without bracing for what might undo it. This moment does not announce itself. It simply arrives as a deep permission to stay.
You may notice that nothing inside is asking, What’s next? Not because life has ended, but because life is no longer being awaited. The striving that once leaned forward has softened. The vigilance that once scanned for danger has released its grip. What remains is not emptiness, but ground - steady enough to stand on, gentle enough to rest upon.
This is what it means to live from here.
There was a time when your soul learned to survive by anticipating. By preparing. By holding itself together. By staying one step ahead of what might come. That was wisdom for the season you were in. But now, something deeper has been restored. The heart no longer needs to guard itself to remain intact. The mind no longer needs to manage peace for it to exist. You are discovering, not as an idea but as a lived reality, that the peace of God is not something you construct - it is something that keeps you.
You are not being sustained by your awareness anymore. You are being sustained by His life within you. The same Spirit who raised Jesus from the dead now dwells in you, not as effort, but as presence. And where His Spirit rests, wholeness is not fragile.
There may still be moments of unfamiliarity. Times when ease feels strange. When joy arrives without explanation. When stillness no longer feels like waiting, but like home. Let these moments come. You are not doing anything wrong by not rushing forward. The Lord is not calling you back into motion for the sake of reassurance. He is teaching your soul that abiding is safe.
You do not need to return to old roles to prove that this is real. You do not need to test yourself to see if the peace holds. The Shepherd does not lead His sheep by fear of collapse. He makes them lie down in green pastures. He restores the soul, not so it can return to labour, but so it can walk without strain.
This is not the end of growth. It is the end of striving for safety.
You may notice that decisions come more simply now. That conversations unfold without rehearsal. That obedience feels lighter because it no longer carries the weight of self-protection. This is the fruit of a heart that trusts it is held. Not because nothing will ever be challenging again, but because you are no longer facing life alone from within yourself.
The Lord Himself is your dwelling place. Not something you visit. Not somewhere you retreat to. A place you live from.
There is therefore no need to fear regression. What has been healed is not slipping away. What has been restored is not temporary. The gifts and calling of God are without repentance, and what He completes, He keeps. You are not walking on thin ice. You are standing on a Rock.
So live.
Not cautiously.
Not performatively.
Not waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Live from the place where your soul is no longer divided.
Live from the place where grace is not an interruption, but the environment.
Live from the place where you are known, kept, and carried.
You are not arriving here for a moment.
You are allowed to remain.
And as you do, life does not shrink.
It opens.

